From September, 2011

Rainbow of Enlightenment

I recall a dream that I had of a building in a sky on the morning of Thursday March 31, 2011.  It resembled the beautiful abandoned train station in Buffalo that always stirred my curiousity and wonder.  It was a building where everyone congregated to exchange ideas, create art, perform and to be in love.  It was a place where no judgement existed only creativity and love.  It was my fantasy. There was so much love, spirituality and connection that all the hearts of the people within this space created the most magnificent rainbow that one had ever seen.  For…

Eyes of Deceit

In the eyes of deceit: I am not a play thing. I am a human heart. A big bloodied heart. Wilting in pain, fearful in spirit. I am paranoid. Fragile and impatient. The wait is killing me. I am not your sweet thing. I am love and terror. I will not remain silent in the name of peace. I will speak until it eats away at me. You will know what is on my mind. I don’t live in hiding. How could one be? Art is in my heart. I will never give that away in order for you to…

Love & Lust Amongst Other things: A love letter to El Toro

(from performer to performer love) If you have not encountered him yet, you must. He is the lovely and endearing El Toro. The first time I laid eyes on him was the last thing I expected of him. Today. He had blossomed into a lover of all lovers, a crutch to my soul. He lifted me both emotionally and physically. If you have not seen him perform, you must. His eyes are like daggers to a soul, piercing in the most unbelievable of ways. Reaching the inner most depths of your heart, his character is what it is, like that…

Obskyura Underground

Welcome to my blog:  Obskyura Underground I’ve been meaning to create a blog for ages now.  In this blog you will find high risk content with no boundaries involved.  I want to take you through my Art journey and all the encompassing emotions which follow this. For months I’ve created visuals, acts and short films with no words behind them.  Yes, I am a firm believer that all cannot be explained with words.  However, from the time I was a child writing has been a strong component and aspect of my life.  Particularly story-telling and poetry.  With every act and…